i married very young. and my husband is years, no eons elder to me. as a result there is an obvious mismatch--of thoughts, ideas and behaviour. while i want to explore the world, he seems to have been there done that, for practically everything. i dont know(actually in my heart of hearts i do know) why my father got me married here in this godforsaken place hyderabad.
trust me, i am sure hyderabad might be cool, and have lovely places to hang out in, but its not the palce for me. at least my present company leads me to believe that hyderabad is a place where one could just vegetate and die.
the internet is my only connection to the outside world....how exciting to be at home, yet connected to millions throught he touch of the button, the only problem is that i'm really so lost with computers and eveyrhting. that is the single credit i will give my husband, at least hes got me this computer and internet connection. apart from this i dont know how i would spend the time. don't get me wrong, my husbands not bad..bettet than many other poeople's i am sure, but he's so boring..there is no connect.
and the saddest part of it is, that he knows, but he does nothing about it.
so i cant figure out for myself, what i should do. should i try, or should i not .... help..also, am desparetly looking otu for friends... please comment on my blog and follow me...or whatevrer and tell me what you think about life in generela.